I walked a path full of darkness and pain through the fantasy of my mind, blinded by my ego and wounded emotional body. But in reality, I was paralyzed. I could do nothing, let alone create.<\/p>\n
I'm in a relationship that shows me my wounds. It showed me the pain from the past that I projected onto its significant other. My ego tried to convince me that she was the one hurting me. But it really had nothing to do with her. I was just continuing to experience my long-forgotten emotions.<\/p>\n
Kone\u010dn\u011b jsem se rozhodl, \u017ee se pono\u0159\u00edm hluboko do t\u00e9 r\u00e1ny. Rozhodl jsem se b\u00fdt se sv\u00fdmi emocemi. A p\u0159esto\u017ee jsem v tu chv\u00edli nepoc\u00edtil velk\u00fd posun, te\u010f se mi zd\u00e1, \u017ee se n\u011bco od t\u00e9 doby zm\u011bnilo. C\u00edt\u00edm se mnohem m\u00e9n\u011b reaktivn\u00ed na podn\u011bty, kter\u00e9 by ve mn\u011b d\u0159\u00edve spustily pocity bolesti.<\/p>\n
Te\u010f to v\u0161echno vid\u00edm je\u0161t\u011b jasn\u011bji. V\u0161echno to za\u010dalo v d\u011btstv\u00ed, kdy do\u0161lo k n\u011bjak\u00e9 ud\u00e1losti, kter\u00e1 mi zp\u016fsobila velkou bolest. Mysl si kolem toho za\u010dala vytv\u00e1\u0159et p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhy, i kdy\u017e t\u0159eba ani nebyly pravdiv\u00e9, a tak vznikla p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed. Proto\u017ee jsem se s t\u00edm nedok\u00e1zal v t\u00e9 dob\u011b vypo\u0159\u00e1dat, \u00fapln\u011b jsem to v\u0161echno vyt\u011bsnil, abych se ochr\u00e1nil.<\/p>\n
But this wound still exists because it hasn't been healed. So it keeps coming back in similar situations, along with those false thoughts of betrayal and abandonment. That's why I kept experiencing long-forgotten pain without it being clear why I was feeling or behaving the way I did recently.<\/p>\n
After a long period of pain, it's time to move on. To rise again from the abandoned floor, look up to new horizons and find your light.<\/p>\n
I want to start focusing on what I want to achieve in life. Focus on my goals and dreams that fulfill me and give my life meaning. This also includes joining forces with my godly wife because we have the same mission, which is to share our story and inspire others.<\/p>\n
If you are going through something similar, don't let it break you. Nothing lasts forever. No falling, no staying at the bottom, no pain. You can always get back up and move on.<\/p>\n
A nemus\u00ed\u0161 na to b\u00fdt s\u00e1m. Ur\u010dit\u011b se najde n\u011bkdo, kdo ti pom\u016f\u017ee k uzdraven\u00ed. N\u011bkdo, pro koho je takov\u00e1 pr\u00e1ce posl\u00e1n\u00edm.<\/p>\n
Or maybe you can let this artwork help you, reminding you every day how important it is to be with your emotions, not let yourself be broken by false beliefs, and start living again.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
It's time to overcome your doubts, fears and all the emotions that are holding you back.<\/p>\n
Start over and walk the path you are destined for.<\/p>\n
The only one standing in your way is you.<\/p>\n
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Oil painting on canvas
\n60x80 cm
\n2021<\/p>\n